Hello my dearest Journal,

You've been missed actually. I can't believe there are people who still come to this site and it makes me wonder who on earth they are but oh wells, thanks for being so loyal.

I honestly thought that I wouldn't come back to this blog, I'm still not so sure but I sure as hell miss it and it's easy to say I'm moving on to a new blog blah blah but I can't deny that this blog has seen me through my ups and downs.

So many things that I want to say, but it's hard when you feel watched, when you feel that some people are just waiting for you to fall, seems that way at least.

Anyhows, the past couple of months have been enlightening and it has helped me narrow down the people that actually matter to me, the people that actually give a damn and those who shouldn't matter. Makes me wonder about a lot of things. Gone are the rose tinted lenses, here's to facing reality HEAD ON!

You don't know and probably never will.